Karaokeee :)

Singing really does help you release some emotions. Especially when you do it with friends. Who act "crazier" than usual hahaha! ;) :> tawa lang ako nang tawa kanina and yesterday :))

ANG SARAP NG ICED TEA! SULIT PA! ang laki ng baso eh :)) I WANT MOOOORE :)) >:)

Enjoy super :) Sa Tuesday naman!

Walang konek ung song sa mga sinabi ko other than getting a 99 sa Prov kanina because of this :)) Thank you Jay Pintor :)) Plus, memoriiiiies (chorale) :))

I'm not in the mood to do a long blog right now. :) I don't want to think about "it" anymore.

I can't really do much now can I? :P

A note to self: this too shall pass. :)

Musings during Holy Week :)

I've been hit with the "tamad" bug lately. It's been hard to focus, to finish something. There was this blog I was supposed to post about the retreat that I didn't finish. Maybe it's indescribable? :P Err. There's a task that used to take me an hour to finish but was stretched to more than that. I've been lacking self-disclipline too. I used to be able to stop myself from playing instead of doing requirements, from eating too much. This disappoints me and in turn makes me easily irritated lately as well. :|

Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm distracted. Maybe I'm too pressured. Maybe I'm overwhelmed by everything. There's too many maybes that I haven't figured out yet. There's too many unspoken expectations that I think I need to fulfill. Yun yung problema ko eh. I try to please other people so much, I forget about myself sometimes. I forget that I'm only human, and not "superwoman". My hand gets tired. My head gets tired. My heart gets tired too.

Thinking about it a while ago, after the Stations of the Cross in the parish grounds, I realized that by being lazy, I'm giving up, in a way. Yes, I know I need to rest. I need to recharge. And that's what I'm going to do. But after that, it's time to not give up, not to let bad news bring me down, not to let stress take over, not to let insecurities hold the reins. Kasi kung si Jesus nga, kung anu-ano na nagawa sa kanya, kung anu-anong masasamang bagay na sinabi sa kanya, nagawa pa rin niya tumayo at dalhin yung krus.

We all have our own crosses to bear. Some silently carry theirs, some crosses are heavier than others. These challenges are placed before us, not to burden us, but to help us grow, to learn something. God loves each and every one of us, and wouldn't want us to hurt. He is always there to help us carry it when we need Him. Our family and friends are there to help us as well, so we mustn't close ourselves off to them. :)

It's a sort of serious blog today. :) Have a happy, meaningful Holy Week friends. :)

"You go before me. You shield my way. Your hand upholds me. I know You love me." - At the Cross- Hillsong United